The Spirit and me

It's started couple of months back when i came back from home to my workplace. That night i was too late to get a train and the time was 3.30am. I have got one pre-paid taxi and reached at my residing place and just started walking. Suddenly one luxury vehicle came and stopped my side. I thought somebody gonna ask me about route info so i eventually look inside the vehicle, then some guy who drove the vehicle started to asking " where are you from, where are you going". I just wondered why someone straightly asking such questions to me. I thought for a while and hesitated to answer them then they continue the conversation."Hey we are from Shadow Police department so answer us". At that time i just look around them and I saw they have walky talkies inside the vehicle. I started talking about me all the details and shown my Id card to them the convinced. Finally they said Ok fine this is our routine check please carry on. They started the vehicle and move forward. That is the first time i have just read the number of their vehicle that was "1717". After that day i have seen the vehicle somewhere in the city and started watching that kind of vehicle because i like SUVs very much. The vehicle was mahindra XUV 500. The time when I noticing that kind of vehicle I realized that most of the XUVs having relative numbers. That was increased my interest in the case. So everyday and everywhere I have finding and watching the numbers of such vehicles and note it down on my mobile. That number are "1717, 1616, 1818, 333, 4131, 7565, 2772, 6116, 6992, 202, 2244, 3303, 8080, 400, 9192, 5544, 6363". Slowly I noticed that I am seeing relative numbers even the vehicles are not XUVs so that I became curious. Eventually I am thinking about this things and remember one of my friend was recently told that he usually seeing the time relatively like 11:11, 2:22 etc. So today(26/06/2013) I had a conversation with him about this and I have done a quick search on google. I have got lot of articles about seeing double numbers continuously. There is a bigger picture behind life than we are told about, and these numbers are *Angel* messages which are prompting us to wake up and look beyond what we are being told by those who rule our lives, often secretly. It is a two edge sword; both good and bad. Good in that you have attained a very high level of spiritual growth. Most humans do not attain this. Bad because with this growth comes the tests and these tests can break you if you are not up to them. This is the one answer for this kind of things and the second is those who experience the synchronocity of "coincidentally" seeing double digits is being given a sign by the kosmos that you have attained a certain level. And that level is you are, at that point in your life, confronting your nemesis; your double or diabolos. We are all born with a carbon copy of our spirit. It is this carbon copy that guides us or tries to influence us to make decisions in our lives that are destructive. This copy is a personality that resides in the depth of our sub-conscious. This personality is your twin diabolos ; or Satan. The average person is oblivious to its existence. But the spiritually enlightened gains aware and this awareness causes every now and then through synchronicity to the warfare, the rebellion in heaven war between Michael (you) and Satan (your double); hence the double digits. I am still finding the meaning of those kind of symbols and keep praying to God to give more power to my Angel to help me.

24 June 1013

Still your simple avoidance hurts me a lot. I know that is not fair for both of us. So I decide to keep the distance between us to the way ahead. I don't know why God created us with a parallel way of living? It might be His funny joke. Do you know what I thought when I saw your face? Oh no that I can't express with some simple words. One day i had read one quote says that "If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours forever. If it doesn't then it was never meant to be." for me still it works every time.